March 18th~

Its funny how life goes on yet memories stay forever- I am not one to open up, well I am pretty comfortable telling others about my life and how I used to live and how I live now and will talk your ear off about anything hee hee! What I mean is on this kind of level- a blog level. Anyone can read this and that sometimes scares me. I always LOVE reading blogs that are so transparent and raw yet at times its almost too much and at other times I wish I could be so brave. So today is a hard day for me. One that I dream of more often then not~ MARCH 18th. I said it out loud as I typed and even that is hard. 11 Years ago something occurred in my life that will never be erased. It is a wound that has healed yet still fresh and painful in my mind. It made me the mother that I am.The wife I am. The friend I want to be.The daughter I can finally be to my mom. This event made me closer to God than I could ever imagine, yet I am still not brave enough to speak of it often so while I am posting a big one for me and you may be asking what on EARTH?? ( lol!) I just ask if you read or think of me today say a little prayer - not really sure for what just know I am not perfect and dont want to ever seem to be- of course I LOVE putting all our fun times on here ( and will continue to do thank ya very much! *wink) and almost every day is fun for us as a family~ but I am human and I do need prayer yet its hard to ask for that sometimes I think. I think back about this day 11 years ago and look at my life- how different, how wonderful, how blessed I am to have what I have and who I have in my life. I am and was saved by only one thing....GRACE.... Gods grace for me and that makes today a little better:) wheww I cant believe Im actually gonna hit the publish button but here ya go.raw.me.imperfect in every way......