what me ... perfect?

I think not!! People do ask me all the time-- how do you do it? And really I have no clue, but I feel like God has given me the patience to get through the day... except recently--- I have not been as filled up as I need to be and have been in a rotten mood-- Lets take Sunday for example..... this is long and, maybe boring but as real as it gets ....I woke up tired - the story of my life huh? lol. We had the yard sale Sat and it was AWESOME- I think we had people there constantly and not one person gave me a hard time about price (?? I guess I really shouldn't question that but...:)!) then we had a family cook out at Paw-Paw Ken's and bless his heart he gave the kids the biggest Easter goodies/baskets ever- in fact we don't do Easter baskets any more because he pretty much supplies them with enough candy and toys for the year! lol Thanks sooo much Paw-Paw... OK so Sunday morning- Easter all in matching brown and blue-- awwww how cute huh- WELL I DON'T FEEL CUTE!! I feel like shamu ( a brown shamu because my dress was brown...) and the kids were acting up a little - there comes that patience thing that I soo didn't have Sunday AND it was my sweet hubby bday. I got up extra early only to have the boys wake up early too and I didn't get to fix Jeremy his bday breakfast:( Add this on to rushing to church- having to fill in for Sunday school with 18 4 year olds then rushing to get to lunch..... by the time I got to lunch to see the family ... well lets just say I was a bucket of tears!!! :( I felt so silly, so vulnerable, and like such a failure as a mom since we had no eggs to hid this year and didn't even get around to dying any :(!!! So I did get myself together and am sure my family thinks I'm NUTS, but it was just one of those days. Now I see Satan was getting the best of me-- especially after this post I read today by Laura and the email I got in my inbox from Proverbs 31- so just to keep it real I DID end up having a great day with my family just not a good start and didn't want to seem fake with all the Easter pics and me knowing how rotten I felt half the day:)! thanks for reading my story :) lol and really.... enjoy the EASTER PICS-- I do have dome cute kiddos to cheer me up ! :)